Friday, 20 August 2010

pick n' mix

We haven't done much- but somehow there's no time to do anything :) It was Les' birthday on the 15Th (same as Chiquita's!) and we went over for coffee and cake, but first we had to leave cause Leah wanted to be alone with Farfar and sent us away.

Erik is growing and getting very strong and likes to 'stand' up not 'talking' yet though but he's noisy enough so we can wait. He still has a very gentle nature and likes to eat and sleep but now he also wants to be entertained and likes his gym or windows, or lamps!
We are all feeling good and it is getting easier every day, but I might start to give more bottles now and start to cut down on breastfeeding. Someone asked me if I was feeding him myself and I'm like 'yeah off course I am' (not like I have a nanny) but that was their way of asking if I was breastfeeding him...





Saturday, 7 August 2010

You don't love me

Last night I was giving Leah a bath and said:
-'I love you, you know that right?'
-'No'.
-'What do you mean no?'
-'I don't think you love me anymore'.

Well I don't think I need to tell you but this broke my heart and as I am still very emotionell I broke out in tears yet again while trying to convince this stubborn little girl that I do love her and always will. Honestly think she said it just to see how I would react though but it still hurt.

Sunday, 1 August 2010